under the neon skies.


TODAY, i feel like i'm a water falling from the skies. falling all over and over again. *kismet* its a pressure causing my heart to fall again a million times than ever. 


(this is a blog for my so called NEWPREND and the man i fall into. )

DEAR GOD,

i met a guy who never been so good to my eyes. a guy i never plan to know. but how nice life make our worlds meet on a cross road. we came friends and be bestfriend in a month. its the second nice thing i recieve from you. my life and now him. i know i never come to you and kneel every sunday and thankyou. and most of the times, i blame you how my life suck like this. but since this guy came you doesnt know how much i'm thankful for giving such a beautiful gift like this. its more than giving me the sun and stars. he is more than just enough.

its nice we know each other on the day of hearts. theres something in him i never see but i want to seek upon too. he is been quiet a while. i saw him sitting alone and i thought that its ok to sit with him and talk. i knew him more. its funny to know that i changed my sim for unreasonble reason just to text him. i live a couple of days that he is the only man i talked to. and i just saw my self start falling to that guy that once that i just never try to look even a glimpse.

i sat down, think and took a deep breath. he is my everything now, isnt he? and i find the only answer is YES.  

its maybe bad on my part but im luckily still have him. and im really happy on that. theres no more wothless sleepless night :)

thank GOD. im in love with my BESTFIREND.

AMEN.